On the Eve of the Closing of the Year
Whew, I told myself I wasn’t going to have last minute preparation and here I am, preparing in a fury for tomorrow and the days after.
Tomorrow is the last day of the year and I am going to close it tight.
I am in the process of planning/writing/creating exactly what I want to do. One of the main decisions made was to do an execration, monster-work, and a cutting tomorrow to really knock the last year about.
I’m scared, scratch that, I’m terrified. I have been excelling in practice, but not in self. I don’t even know what I’m going to find in there, but it NEEDS to happen. They have made it clear and I agree whole-heartedly. If I wasn’t terrified, I wouldn’t be aware of the situation, nor understand how important it really is. That feeling will not stop nor deter me. I won’t let it.
So, here I am, making the appropriate preparations because if I don’t, seriously bad crap will happen, and that’s not the way to end the year. The other side is if I don’t do it, there is no new year, and I will be just the same as the last. I can only move forward.
Posted on August 6, 2013, in Calender, Kemetic, Pagan, Ritual and tagged Calender, Festival, Kemetic, Magic, monster work, Pagan, Path, Ritual, Spiritual Experience. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.